& other sashas

Wed, 6th of August 2014


Dressed to Kill, by Jack Vettriano.

Wed, 6th of August 2014


from What We See When We Read

Tue, 5th of August 2014

Started a new notebook.

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Mon, 4th of August 2014


Ettore Tito, With a Rose in Her Lips, 1895.

Sun, 3rd of August 2014
Life’s not complete without some kind of haunting. There on the very fringes of tranquillity… should be at least one or two pacing wolves.

— From Asunder by Chloe Aridjis.
Sun, 3rd of August 2014


By Antoine Cordet. (x)

Sun, 3rd of August 2014


Kenichi Hoshine.

Sat, 2nd of August 2014

(Pen and ink.)

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Sat, 2nd of August 2014

Folly by Meghan Howland, 2014.

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Sat, 2nd of August 2014

Ectatica II by Meghan Howland, 2013.

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Sat, 2nd of August 2014
I was staring at you and you were staring at me and right then it was sort of like love, wasn’t it?

— From This is How You Lose Her by Junot Díaz.
Fri, 1st of August 2014
Only here’s what I really, really want someone to explain to me. What if one happens to be possessed of a heart that can’t be trusted—? What if the heart, for its own unfathomable reasons, leads one willfully and in a cloud of unspeakable radiance away from health, domesticity, civic responsibility and strong social connections and all the blandly-held common virtues and instead straight toward a beautiful flare of ruin, self-immolation, disaster? […] If your deepest self is singing and coaxing you straight toward the bonfire, is it better to turn away? Stop your ears with wax? Ignore all the perverse glory your heart is screaming at you? Set yourself on the course that will lead you dutifully towards the norm, reasonable hours and regular medical check-ups, stable relationships and steady career advancement the New York Times and brunch on Sunday, all with the promise of being somehow a better person? Or […] is it better to throw yourself head first and laughing into the holy rage calling your name?

— From The Goldfinch by Donna Tartt.
Sat, 26th of July 2014
You are, you know, you were the nearest thing to a real story to happen in my life.

— From Renata Adler’s Pitch Dark, a refrain.
Tue, 22nd of July 2014


What is one thing that you desire to say as a poet, but haven’t said yet? What does the future hold for you, if you could hold it?

Ocean Vuong: I don’t really know. I often find myself writing to the terrified versions of myself. And maybe all I really want to say—if anything at all—is that you (whoever you are) are not alone. Maybe because this is what some of the most important writers in my life have been telling me over and over again in their myriad and unique ways. I go back to the boy I once was, the boy who hid in the library during recces to read a book covered in his lap so no one will know he has betrayed “fun” for secrets. So no one will know he loves words. Because lovers of words were thought to be weak and effeminate. And effeminate boys were strange and strange things don’t last very long in this world. So I read to find my own hand in the pages of books. In the future, I want to keep holding books. To touch myself on each page, saying “I am here. I am here. I am here.”
Mon, 21st of July 2014
Is it always the same story, then? Somebody loves and somebody doesn’t, or loves less, or loves someone else. Or someone is a good soul and someone is a villain. And there are just these episodes, anecdotes, places, pauses, hailings of cabs, overcomings of obstacles, or instances of being overcome by them, illness, accidents, recoveries, wars, desires, welcomings, rebuffs, baskings (rare, not so long), pinings (more frequent, perhaps, and longer), actions, failures to act, hesitations, proliferations, endings of the line, until there is death.

— From Pitch Dark by Renata Adler.